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I do believe I've consumed more medicine, in various forms, than I have proper food.
The ratio, is only outweighed by my sleep : life ratio, which has been horribly skewed.
This will be further blemished by what shall be my impending future ratio;
study : life
1 : 0
Do excuse me if I've committed utter blasphemy, but I've never been terribly good at maths—okay, that's a lie (I was once upon a time), but this really does besmirch my good name.
I did go to the doctor—Western qualified style, as opposed to the Chinese herbalist doctor that I usually go to. He spoke in Cantonese, thus I did not catch much. The explanation that I did catch was something to do with my period; hormones being unstable or something, resulting in a throat ulcer, but not to worry, it shall blow over and will result in a lot of babies in the future—probably even twins. How reassuring.
It did not blow over.
Now I have 2093580928353825 things to catch up with for university, including an assignment, and a requirement both with a Wednesday deadline that I have not touched. *sigh*
I've had numerous nightmares as well. Don't you love the ones where you get shot at? Or where you're forced to decapitate a man's face with bullets in front of mothers and babies, for both your welfare and theirs?
I also fail as a sister, as I had planned to pick up my brother's present last week. Strike me dead, whatever-the-fuck-you-are, hormones or else! Then I slept through most of his birthday yesterday. Absolute fail.
To Monday, please—god—or-whoever-you-may-be—speed, where hopefully my assignment will be finished, I'll have my brother's gift, and those damn adorable shoes. Maybe then I'll be able to breathe.
The ratio, is only outweighed by my sleep : life ratio, which has been horribly skewed.
This will be further blemished by what shall be my impending future ratio;
1 : 0
Do excuse me if I've committed utter blasphemy, but I've never been terribly good at maths—okay, that's a lie (I was once upon a time), but this really does besmirch my good name.
I did go to the doctor—Western qualified style, as opposed to the Chinese herbalist doctor that I usually go to. He spoke in Cantonese, thus I did not catch much. The explanation that I did catch was something to do with my period; hormones being unstable or something, resulting in a throat ulcer, but not to worry, it shall blow over and will result in a lot of babies in the future—probably even twins. How reassuring.
It did not blow over.
Now I have 2093580928353825 things to catch up with for university, including an assignment, and a requirement both with a Wednesday deadline that I have not touched. *sigh*
I've had numerous nightmares as well. Don't you love the ones where you get shot at? Or where you're forced to decapitate a man's face with bullets in front of mothers and babies, for both your welfare and theirs?
I also fail as a sister, as I had planned to pick up my brother's present last week. Strike me dead, whatever-the-fuck-you-are, hormones or else! Then I slept through most of his birthday yesterday. Absolute fail.
To Monday, please—god—or-whoever-you-may-be—speed, where hopefully my assignment will be finished, I'll have my brother's gift, and those damn adorable shoes. Maybe then I'll be able to breathe.
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I'm feeling a lot better, just starting to feel the effects of the cold more.
♥
When you and Rachie have your little Hot Shot session, remember to have fun, okay?
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dreamsnightmares.I hope monday is brighter and everday after (& twins, how adorable!)
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Thank you, honey ♥
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See, I dont have such dreams either, possibly I don't get the wonderful nor the horrific, just somewhere in the average sector.
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♥
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I can empathize on the disturbing dreams. My most disturbing ones always involve guns and being forced to shoot one. Or seppuku. But that's a whole different can of Sea Monkeys.
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Yes!! One of my most disturbing dreams involved having to watch a four year old commit seppuku.
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study : life? i think not.
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well, if I'm to have any hopes of ever catching back up... >
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2. FEEL BETTER SOON.
3. fuck you, uni.
4. i really like that midnight express song. upload/send for me pls.
5. your writing is so complex and beautiful that I'M FINDING IT HARD TO REPLY TO. i can just read it over and over and over again...
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2. TY BB
3. IAWTC!!
4. C:
5. WHATEVER!!
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you do not fail as a sister!! it's not your fault I'm sure he understands!!
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But I do! But yeah, you're right, he does understand C:
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just try to save your energy for getting better ;)
*sends chicken soup*
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♥ ty
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good luck ♥
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thank you ♥ I'll need it >
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you don't want it to get more serious ;) <333
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*hugs*
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HORMONES SUBMIT TO GDRAGON FTW!!!
*EXTRAMILE TENSECOND GLOMP!*
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I've been having nightmares too, B2! But yours are scarier. Mine are just...about Staples. SRSLY. How lame is that?
I hope you get to catch up on all your uni stuff, B2! ♥
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and i hope the nightmares will go away as soon is possible.
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You're too stressed out, hence the nightmares - it's your subconscious telling you to slow.down.and.breathe. I hope you'll feel better soon and just remember, your health is most important *hugs*
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i look forward to hearing about your future twins hahahahaha