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misski ([personal profile] misski) wrote2008-08-16 03:37 pm

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I do believe I've consumed more medicine, in various forms, than I have proper food.
The ratio, is only outweighed by my sleep : life ratio, which has been horribly skewed.
This will be further blemished by what shall be my impending future ratio;
study : life
1 : 0


Do excuse me if I've committed utter blasphemy, but I've never been terribly good at maths—okay, that's a lie (I was once upon a time), but this really does besmirch my good name.


I did go to the doctor—Western qualified style, as opposed to the Chinese herbalist doctor that I usually go to. He spoke in Cantonese, thus I did not catch much. The explanation that I did catch was something to do with my period; hormones being unstable or something, resulting in a throat ulcer, but not to worry, it shall blow over and will result in a lot of babies in the future—probably even twins. How reassuring.

It did not blow over.

Now I have 2093580928353825 things to catch up with for university, including an assignment, and a requirement both with a Wednesday deadline that I have not touched. *sigh*

I've had numerous nightmares as well. Don't you love the ones where you get shot at? Or where you're forced to decapitate a man's face with bullets in front of mothers and babies, for both your welfare and theirs?

I also fail as a sister, as I had planned to pick up my brother's present last week. Strike me dead, whatever-the-fuck-you-are, hormones or else! Then I slept through most of his birthday yesterday. Absolute fail.

To Monday, please—god—or-whoever-you-may-be—speed, where hopefully my assignment will be finished, I'll have my brother's gift, and those damn adorable shoes. Maybe then I'll be able to breathe.

[identity profile] pippopippo.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
FEEL BETTER SOON.

[identity profile] missski.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, but I am, sweetie. >< Sorry, I should've said that, right?
I'm feeling a lot better, just starting to feel the effects of the cold more.



When you and Rachie have your little Hot Shot session, remember to have fun, okay?

[identity profile] alegorico.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
0_0 I can, hand on heart and all, say I've never had such dreams nightmares.

I hope monday is brighter and everday after (& twins, how adorable!)

[identity profile] missski.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
*squishes* You're too cute to have such dreams, Kara. I, on the otherhand... *shudder* but I can say this! I did have a couple of good dreams. One dream, in which I was following my husband, or should I say, fiance, in the deep evening from the beach to the beach house we were staying at and oh—! It was a lovely dream full of future yearning. Then, the second was of preparations for my wedding... curse thee future! Why aren't thou present?!

Thank you, honey ♥

[identity profile] alegorico.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
Aw, that is lovely ♥.
See, I dont have such dreams either, possibly I don't get the wonderful nor the horrific, just somewhere in the average sector.

[identity profile] missski.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
I'd say I'd prefer average, however, I suppose I'm used to the horrific by now. My imagination is a powerful weapon.

[identity profile] top-hatted-girl.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
HAVE BETTERNESS IN A SOON FASHION.

I can empathize on the disturbing dreams. My most disturbing ones always involve guns and being forced to shoot one. Or seppuku. But that's a whole different can of Sea Monkeys.

[identity profile] missski.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
Is a top hatted fashion too soon?

Yes!! One of my most disturbing dreams involved having to watch a four year old commit seppuku.

[identity profile] salgo.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 07:19 am (UTC)(link)
(i just saw your text, and thank you bb. ♥)

study : life? i think not.

[identity profile] missski.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 10:01 am (UTC)(link)
(yw bb ♥)

well, if I'm to have any hopes of ever catching back up... >

[identity profile] orangecrackers.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 07:29 am (UTC)(link)
1. I MISS YOU.
2. FEEL BETTER SOON.
3. fuck you, uni.
4. i really like that midnight express song. upload/send for me pls.
5. your writing is so complex and beautiful that I'M FINDING IT HARD TO REPLY TO. i can just read it over and over and over again...

[identity profile] missski.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 10:02 am (UTC)(link)
1. IMU2
2. TY BB
3. IAWTC!!
4. C:
5. WHATEVER!!

[identity profile] acertainallure.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 09:55 am (UTC)(link)
why does the western style guy speak in cantonese and not in english xDD?

you do not fail as a sister!! it's not your fault I'm sure he understands!!

[identity profile] missski.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 10:02 am (UTC)(link)
Western Style/Qualified Doctor, but of Chinese ethnicity.

But I do! But yeah, you're right, he does understand C:

[identity profile] acertainallure.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 10:03 am (UTC)(link)
no you don't!
just try to save your energy for getting better ;)

*sends chicken soup*

[identity profile] missski.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 10:04 am (UTC)(link)
-.- Actually, I'm attempting to do one of my assignments. It's an essay on 'Cultural Memory', whatever that is... ><

♥ ty

[identity profile] acertainallure.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 10:09 am (UTC)(link)
as long as you don't get overworked D:!

good luck ♥

[identity profile] missski.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 10:18 am (UTC)(link)
no choice lar -.-

thank you ♥ I'll need it >

[identity profile] acertainallure.livejournal.com 2008-08-17 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
:S there's always a choice, and if not, you must build the way!

you don't want it to get more serious ;) <333

[identity profile] lilithiasonata.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 11:38 am (UTC)(link)
Study usually does that to life!

[identity profile] fab4eva.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 02:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Get well soon! ♥
*hugs*

[identity profile] 0-osez.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 02:17 pm (UTC)(link)
GDRAGON DOES NOT SUBMIT TO HORMONES.

HORMONES SUBMIT TO GDRAGON FTW!!!

*EXTRAMILE TENSECOND GLOMP!*

[identity profile] rhetoricwords.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 02:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I was meant to sleep in but faaaaail. I woke up early coz...coz I had to pee. LULZ. But I managed to catch some of the game? :)

I've been having nightmares too, B2! But yours are scarier. Mine are just...about Staples. SRSLY. How lame is that?

I hope you get to catch up on all your uni stuff, B2! ♥

[identity profile] lampsy-girl.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 06:06 pm (UTC)(link)
awwwe Samme, i hope you'll feel better VERY VERY soon! *squishes* ♥
and i hope the nightmares will go away as soon is possible.

[identity profile] sharkina.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 06:12 pm (UTC)(link)
SAMME, YOU NEED TO REST.

You're too stressed out, hence the nightmares - it's your subconscious telling you to slow.down.and.breathe. I hope you'll feel better soon and just remember, your health is most important *hugs*

[identity profile] broken-jigsaw.livejournal.com 2008-08-17 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
goodluck dear.

i look forward to hearing about your future twins hahahahaha