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misski ([personal profile] misski) wrote2008-08-16 03:37 pm

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I do believe I've consumed more medicine, in various forms, than I have proper food.
The ratio, is only outweighed by my sleep : life ratio, which has been horribly skewed.
This will be further blemished by what shall be my impending future ratio;
study : life
1 : 0


Do excuse me if I've committed utter blasphemy, but I've never been terribly good at maths—okay, that's a lie (I was once upon a time), but this really does besmirch my good name.


I did go to the doctor—Western qualified style, as opposed to the Chinese herbalist doctor that I usually go to. He spoke in Cantonese, thus I did not catch much. The explanation that I did catch was something to do with my period; hormones being unstable or something, resulting in a throat ulcer, but not to worry, it shall blow over and will result in a lot of babies in the future—probably even twins. How reassuring.

It did not blow over.

Now I have 2093580928353825 things to catch up with for university, including an assignment, and a requirement both with a Wednesday deadline that I have not touched. *sigh*

I've had numerous nightmares as well. Don't you love the ones where you get shot at? Or where you're forced to decapitate a man's face with bullets in front of mothers and babies, for both your welfare and theirs?

I also fail as a sister, as I had planned to pick up my brother's present last week. Strike me dead, whatever-the-fuck-you-are, hormones or else! Then I slept through most of his birthday yesterday. Absolute fail.

To Monday, please—god—or-whoever-you-may-be—speed, where hopefully my assignment will be finished, I'll have my brother's gift, and those damn adorable shoes. Maybe then I'll be able to breathe.

[identity profile] alegorico.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
0_0 I can, hand on heart and all, say I've never had such dreams nightmares.

I hope monday is brighter and everday after (& twins, how adorable!)

[identity profile] missski.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
*squishes* You're too cute to have such dreams, Kara. I, on the otherhand... *shudder* but I can say this! I did have a couple of good dreams. One dream, in which I was following my husband, or should I say, fiance, in the deep evening from the beach to the beach house we were staying at and oh—! It was a lovely dream full of future yearning. Then, the second was of preparations for my wedding... curse thee future! Why aren't thou present?!

Thank you, honey ♥

[identity profile] alegorico.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
Aw, that is lovely ♥.
See, I dont have such dreams either, possibly I don't get the wonderful nor the horrific, just somewhere in the average sector.

[identity profile] missski.livejournal.com 2008-08-16 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
I'd say I'd prefer average, however, I suppose I'm used to the horrific by now. My imagination is a powerful weapon.